As to calling you a liar all anyone has to do is do a search using member name Omega and read for themselves how you turned on everyone who disagreed with your personal theology. Now if you like I can post copies of the PM's you sent to others who shared them with the webmaster and me as well as take the time to search out your posts as Omega during June and July 2004 before you were banned and removed as a moderator. Members can also do a search under your current screen name to find those posts that resulted in your being banned for a couple of weeks. Your track record is to appeal to your humility while arrogantly making personal attacks against others, which demonstrates a total lack of humility.
Now back on topic.
So your proof that you are saved is that you believed in your heart (which we have to accept at face value) and you confessed with your mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord. If that is your proof and the proof you will accept that anyone is saved then read Mel White's biography since he appeals to the same criteria to show that he is saved, as does Troy Perry as do most others who promote gay theology and advocate homosexuality as a viable alternate lifestyle approved by God in spite of the fact the Scriptures teaches otherwise.
If your only defense to showing in Scripture and in our society that professed Christians were never saved when they willfully sin is to post "they were never saved in the first place" and your only proof that you are saved is because you say so then there is no way to prove or disprove the salvation of anyone including the apostles.
"They were never saved in the first place" is simply an opinion appealed to by those who refuse to accept God's inerrant word as absolute truth since OSAS is a false doctrine.
Now when are you going to post a list of doctrines essential to Christianity so we can show you how "genuine believers" have in the past and will in the future fall away from "the faith" and become apostate? It is truly sad when a professed Christian asks for proof that God's word is in fact infallable truth.