first off, i'm seeing somebody of the opposite sex and have been for 5 years now.
secondly, if people stopped damning homosexuality and homosexuals as evil, sick and pathetic there would be a lot more happy homosexuals living satisfying, productive lives. pity and judgment never helped anyone in any way. take responsibility for your own actions and your own life and do not presume that every one should live the way you do or hold your beliefs. there's a little thing called individuality to take into account. homosexuals generally don't go around telling all the straight people they should be gay, do they? they would not presume to do that because they have felt the sting of being judged first hand and are more compassionate by and large than to thrust that on to others.
just for the record, hinduism did not come from the indigenous americans and i don't think i know one homosexual who has not been vilified by straight and scared society, be it people shouting at them in the street through to out and out harassment at work that led to nervous breakdown and another friend was beaten up so badly he nearly died.
statistics can be skewed to say anything. anyone who has studied statistics 101 knows that. don't be so naive.
i read that you are fighting your homosexuality for whatever reason, and that is kinda sad to see. i wish you could come visit me and spend some time with some of my gay friends. they would help you to see that you are actually an okay person exactly as you are and that being homosexual or feeling homosexual urges is not something you need to fight or be afraid of. i bet if that happened you would spend a lot less time posting messages online judging others. you would be too busy being out and loving life and revelling in who you are to be concerned about how other people live, but horses for courses and all that. fear is a terrible thing. it stunts ones growth. i hope you eventually find your way.