so what "changed" your sexual agenda and what is your mission here? how did that come to be? self-loathing? fear? god?
as i have said, i believe sexuality is very fluid and ones tastes can change, what satisfies us one day is not necessarily what satisfies us the next. perhaps this is what happened to you? why did you turn your back on the community that supported you and who you fought for for 20 odd years? enquiring minds want to know. what exactly was the catalyst? a sudden realisation that you were mortal and your time was getting closer to coming to an end? prayer is the last refuge of a scoundrel, you know that, don't you?