Broken-Religion: Nice to meet you. I once thought things like you about prayer and God, only when i set my heart right and brought myself upto Gods standards, did i get answers to prayer.
The common mistake of humans is ... They try to bring God down to THEIR level and THEIR understanding, when really ... We should be having more faith and bringing ourselves upto GODS wisdom and knowledge and power. If people want to progress somewhere in life, sooner or later we need to stop bringing God down to our level, and bring ourselves upto his level and understand him, and his will.
Would you mind me filling me in on why you seem to have a grudge against God and prayer and Jesus?
Your more than welcome to private message me if you like. I'd like to know what has happened in your life that has led you to go against God.
Thanks, God Bless