Galaxy,
Is it totally inconceivable that someone could spend almost 20 years as a Christian and, as they began to become disillusioned with all of society's problems and their own marriage struggles, begin to think that there must be a better way?
No, I don't pretend to feel like a Christian any longer, although my final decision in my heart has only occurred in the last few days.
And, gee, I don't know who to blame Christianity's woes on. Paul? Constantine? The pastors in the big churches who are more concerned about the size of the church than the true health of their families?
What is so impossible about this? I can see a problem not being solved when I see it.
For your information, I have spent years in churches enjoying the presence of God as a fully committed Christian. I have spoken in tongues, I have given a message in tongues in church, I have prayed aloud in church, I have prayed with my daughter at bedtime, I have asked God to please, please, keep my wife from divorcing me since I have always been devoted to her, always been faithful to her, and always worked very hard.
Sorry I don't want to divulge any more personal information than that on a public forum, but I have been a Christian and yes, I have been seriously considering that Islam is the way.
Before ever looking at Islam I considered every different Christian sect and every possible defect that might have occurred in Christianity since the "early days".
No more time for now. I sincerely hope that all of you will consider some of the things that I have been wrestling with.
Peace2God'sPeople