Your not strange, you are a child of God with love for all creation.
People say you can see the fear in the eyes of animals as they are led to the slaughter.
Strange don't you think, that a wild animal is content and strong even though it sometimes has limited feed, and farmed animals that have plenty to eat are sickly looking?
Nice tender meat, no exercise there!
Lock em up, feed em through a funnel, fix it where they can't even move, you know how tasty and tender that makes the meat.
I use to enjoy the challenge of stalking and killing some animal. Of course I ate what I killed. And I am sure that if the need arises I would kill for food again. However with a market every few feet to feed us humans we don't need to hunt our food. Now I hunt with a camera.
The challenge is still there, however the drive to rise at 3AM is gone. Thank God for that.
Fishing is still a sport of patients and skill, I love the peace and quite. However here in Germany in cost a small fortune.
God knows best in all circumstances!
Brother Jerry