Only in your view of my beliefs am I contradicting anything.
John clearly refutes the ancient understanding of Logos as an idea, a plan. John clearly refers to Logos as a male being, with a name, that is Jesus the Christ. John also in plain words says that LOGOS IS GOD.
As I said before, non-divine Jesus believers cannot get around those words. Kai Logos en theos, the inspired words of John the Apostle.