Its not me your lifestyle chooses have choosen against. IF I thought you were a mere fool trying to claim to be of something you are not I assure you I have far better things to do wiith my time than waste them on the wretched internet.
That initial comment I made was sardonic humour. You posted the origional quip over the necrominicon. You have choosen to answer some questions and appear to have ignored others from me.
I may be interested in nucleaur physics but would I then take my interest into building my own reactor 'just for research' what a sad day that would be for my neighbours. I would do what most humans do and discover a new explosive way to be oh so clever and yet of so lacking . Magick is no differant. True no ritual will protect you but are you saying truly you at what appears to be such a young age have that level of focus?
*smiles wryily and ponders the ipsissimus*
As it stands yes you wilbe like them but is that TRULY where you want to be?