Hello VSteven509!
I really appreicate the valiant effort on your part to prune the unhealthy vine from the branch, your heart and spirit is definitely willing and if it is willing then it will be accomplished. The Church comprises of the Entire Body of Christ as Christ as its head, then there are local churches that are part of the Whole Church. In order to overcome certain obstacles that obstruct you from performing the will of God perfectly you must gather strength, support and prayers through the other members of the Body of Christ or the Local Church.
Lets see what the Good WORD States: For the body is not one member, but many. If the foot shall say, Because I am not the hand, I am not of the body; is it therefore not of the body? And if the ear shall say, Because I am not the eye, I am not of the body; is it therefore not of the body? If the whole body were an eye, where were the hearing? If the whole were hearing, where were the smelling? But now hath God set the members every one of them in the body, as it hath pleased him. And if they were all one member, where were the body? But now are they many members, yet but one body. And the eye cannot say unto the hand, I have no need of thee: nor again the head to the feet, I have no need of you. Nay, much more those members of the body, which seem to be more feeble, are necessary: And those members of the body, which we think to be less honourable, upon these we bestow more abundant honour; and our uncomely parts have more abundant comeliness. 1 Corinthians 12:14,23
Find a Local Church and they will support you with the aide of the Holy Spirit that is within them, and they will pray for you and as the Scriptures declare, For where two or three are gathered together in my name(Jesus), there am I in the midst of them.
Go for it, I believe, ok not believe, I KNOW then that you will Surely Overcome this.
God Bless!