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Well, one thing I know for certain (other than the fact that God is with me): I didn't commit the unpardonable sin, because I still have a desire to be with God. If I had committed the sin, all desire to know God would have been stripped. And I'm always attempting to be very careful about what I say about the Trinity, so...
My friend Bonnie did tell me that after I was baptized, I would be tested. Granted, it's a month later. But I wonder if this is the test. I don't think it always has to be about making a decision, like what she went through. I think it can also be about enduring the test and coming out of it with a greater appreciation for God and what He's done.