Hello Linda!
That makes perfect sense, usually the more experienced Christians are the ones who will guide you at first and then you will guide them. Usually the First is Last and the Last is first, kinda strange.
Wherever the spirit leads you, as Jesus said,"The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and wither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit"
I wish to someday preach the Gospel to all the world. Although the verse quoted below refers to the death in which Peter would glorify Jesus, it is meant in a different way for you not regarding death. I have a quote from the Bible that came to mind, you will take the place of another.
God Bless!
Verily, verily, I say unto thee, When thou wast young, thou girdest thyself, and walkedst wither thou wouldest: but when thou shalt be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy hands, and another shall gird thee, and carry thee whither thou wouldest not. John 21:18