Kawaii Yaoikid
Hello to you,
I wanted to tell you that I myself had a relationship with an older teen when I was 15. Homosexuality has been an awful burden on my life. I am married to a wonderful woman and have a family. This is by the Grace of God. You are young and this seems as though it is exciting and fun. These feelings will wane as you get older. God has said in the book of Romans that if we continue in the sin of homosexuality, He will give us up to a reprobate mind. This means that we will not hear God nor respond to Him for salvation. Now is the day of salvation. Everyone is a sinner and everyone needs a Savior. You are no different. Don't follow another boy, follow God. Sin will destroy your relationship with your family, keep you separated from a Loving God, and eventually hell forever. God loves you and has given you life. Your life is just a vapor that appears for a time. What are you going to do with it? Please your flesh and be controlled by it, or surrender to the Holy Spirit and be a Godly man. It is not wrong to want a male friend and love him. It is wrong to lust for a male friend and have sex with him. This is unhealthy. You need to go to a gospel preaching church and find fellowship with others who have overcome homosexuality. There are many and their testimonies are unbelievable. The homosexuals hate us, who say, we have Overcome through the Blood of Christ. Why? They say it is impossible to change. I am a testimony to the fact that they lie. God can do anything. There are many of us who through the power of God are delivered. One ex-gay friend of mine was interviewed on national television in regards to homosexuality and sin. They NEVER once said he used to be gay. Fully involved in the lifestyle, but now living for Christ and married with children. The media doesn't want us to be heard because they have an agenda. Also the homosexual is intolerant of truth, espescially the truth of God. The Bible says that the natural man receiveth not the things of God because they are spiritually discerned. First a person must see themselves a sinner, next they must know that Christ has come to take the penalty for their sin on Himself, they must acknowledge personally that Jesus died for their sins and they NEED forgiveness. Believe the gospel: the death, burial, and resurrection of the Lord Jesus Christ. You have a choice to make; continue in sin, or repent and ask the Lord to renew your mind and transform you into the man God wants you to be. Homosexuality will never satisfy you, it will eventually lead to death. Do you know that even before AIDS most homosexuals died before the age of 50. Alcoloholism, eating disorders, depression, isolation, suicide, diseases (hepatitis or sexual), perverse fetishes, is what they offer. God wants to give you real abundant life that will bring you true joy and peace. Look up for your redemption draweth nigh. :roll: