Homosexual Discussion ForumQueer By ChoiceI want to share with you my testimony. I have also read numerous testimonies of gays and their struggle to overcome their sin. The truth is our unhealthy need to find love from men. My father never gave me any of his time. He worked most of my life, but when home he didn't do anything with me. I can't remember him playing ball with me, or going for a walk alone, or sitting down just to talk. I was and felt rejected. This led to feeling isolated and soon I found myself feeling inadequate. I liked sports but had no one to teach me so I fumbled and soon felt inadequate around other boys. I am not effeminate so people did not assume I was gay by my actions. I can definitely see the correlation between homosexuality and my father. I still have rejected feelings when I think of him and it is painful. Homosexual desires begin at a very young age, hence the reason so many people think they are born gay. This is not true. It is not genetic. Why? Most of the men in the gay lifestyle are more masculine than heterosexuals. There is such a darkness to the homosexual life. It controls the gay person and pulls them in deep. Look at all the different perversions within it: Transexuals, transvestites, sado masochism, disgusting fetishes, group sex, multiple partners, soliciting sex everywhere, masturbation, pornography addiction. Let us be honest, it manifests perversion. Men that I know, who are living for Christ, can tell you the incredible depravity and isolation. You are not free if you are gay. You are controlled by your desires. Thank the Lord that He is working in homosexual lives all over the world. God is a God of deliverance and freedom. I am not ashamed anymore because I live a holy life unto God. Homosexuality robs you of life, and joy and will leave you empty. This is the work of the devil. God wants to heal and restore and forgive and give you abundant life. Why do so many homosexuals take their own life? It is because there is such turmoil when this sin and bondage controls us. We can't be free from the sin apart from the Blood of Jesus Christ. In one of the discussions they were talking about the percentage of homosexuals in the community. I would dare say there are many married men dealing with homosexual issues. These men need Christ and they are hiding their sin. These married men are meeting at the parks and rest rooms and they think that their deeds are hid, but God sees all. So, I believe homosexuality is broad and effects more people than you think. I also know that many Christians have this secret struggle. It is only when we humble ourselves and surrender to Christ that we will begin our healing. Sin is pride. We want to feed ourselves this pleasure but it will never satisfy, never. That is why we need the Living Water of Jesus Christ. I will never thirst again. AMEN! When we engage in homosexuality it is idol worship. We see other men as idols. Any idol is of the devil and against God. Remember that the pleasures of sin are but for a season. One day you will die and you will not be able to sin anymore. But, you will face judgment and without a Savior, you are not saved. You will perish in hell forever, and ever. This is for all who refuse to accept the atonement work of Jesus Christ on Calvary. "But God commendeth His love toward us in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." God loves the sinner and He has come to redeem and save the broken. I am broken. |
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