Naaji,
you asked "what next"? when saying this
"Okay then, ill say I believe Jesus (pbuh) is the word of God, God spoke to mary, therough the angel gabriel, who brough his word, his word was "be" and Jesus (pbuh) came into existence."
We differ on one major area of importance.. and that is your final sentence "his word was "be" and Jesus came into existance.
How could the WORD of God suddenly come into existance? since God is eternal and has no beginning or end, how could His word suddenly come into existance?
I'm sure you see, we are now back in the realm of the Christian understanding, that Jesus is not just a prophet, He IS God.
I know this immediately produces an image for you that we think of Jesus as being one of three people that make up the Tri-une Godhead.. but NOTHING could be furthur from the truth. You have, in your statement, included the three persons you feel make up our "Trinity".. as in God, Mary and Jesus. (though I am not at all suggesting you were discussing the doctrine in your post, just that you named all three supposed members of the Trinity) Christians DO not accept that at all. We have ONE God ... on this we agree with the Jewish scriptures "here oh Israel, the Lord our God, He is one" Dueteronomy 6:4 and Jesus Himself repeated those words in Mark 12:29. Jesus never disputed that God was one God, The apostles never disputed it, and Christians through the ages have never disputed it.
God is no more Trinity than I am! Muhammed knew that, and he knew that sects like the nestorians, monophysites and others in the vicinity of Arabia in his time, WERE propogating beliefs and understandings about God, Jesus and Mary. There was, as I know you also know, plenty of pagan beliefs around in Egypt about a Father, mother and son godhead. That Muhammed did think of the Trinity in that way, is seen in multiple Suras, probably the most obvious being in Surah 5:116
God is however, expressed in three ways .. Father, Son and Holy Spirit. One God, yet revealed to us in three ways. Purely and simply, that is not the Trinity, a word which is not found in the Bible, but the Tri-une Godhead is a much more correct way of describing Him.
Jesus, did not come "to be" when Gabriel came to tell Mary what was going to happen to her. Jesus, already was! Jesus the Word of God, could not be THE Word of God and then suddenly come into being. God's word has ALWAYS been there.. So how can we say He suddenly came to be?
The Old Testament prophesised that the Messiah of Israel.. the son who would oneday be born to a virgin, would be called
Wonderful Counsellor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace (Isaiah 9:6-7).
There you see very clearly the understanding of the Tri-une Godhead .. but in some way that is outside the scope of this particualar forum, yet it also is very much part of the discussion we have been having. We cannot look at Jesus and not ask ourself, was he just another, like unto the prophets? We have to see Him for who He is.
So Naaji, what is next? I can only plead with you to look at Him, and see in Him the God you love, the God you worship as the One True God, for that is who He is! And know, that He loved you so much, he was willing to die for you, to give you the assurance of being with Him for all eternity, when Jesus judges who the true believers are.
But.. please don't let this discussion end here..
Carol