hi
this is my story
i have a love affair with a girl since 8 yrs, i love her so much that i have never commited physically with her.
but recently i was driven by the evil thoughts and had sex with a prostitute, and i regret for what i have done and i have committed my sin with the lord ???
is it necessary for me to commit the same with my girl before our marriage ??
if i commit my sin with her, she will not accept me and neither i cannot spend my rest of the life as a sinner in her eyes??? even after commiting with the lord.
if god really wants me to tell her what i have done ??
i would rather leave her , as a punishment.
than to live with her as an adultery commited husband..
can some one please put this in prayer and suggest me...
thanks in advance