frazzled to say the least
I am new to any kind of forum relations (for lack of a better word). I am not new to the sinof homosexuality. I used to be deep in that life. Then a little over 5 years ago I had a bad wreck which landed me in the hospital in a coma. I was in a coma for 6 weeks and after coming out and starting my road to recovery, I still pursued that lifestyle. couple years after that I started searching for God... even went to a "gay church" several times...that didnt satify that hunger so I stopped going andjust went on withmy life.. or lack of it. Went thru a realtionship which fell thru. This continued until I decided to visit a church that my bro had started going to.. still not sure why I decided to go... eventually, that church was instrumental in my life change... God was there!! It wasnt a dead church and I finally realized that I was alive because God wanted me for His kingdom. I am not sure how much this forum is checked on, but 17 yro looking for an answer... I did the same thing... I looked for ways to justify my sin... one of my well usedones was that the writers of the bible had a vendetta against gays.. therefore they wrote things against them... it wasnt until I repented and was baptized and finally ACCEPTED that I had sinned and that the life I was living was wrong, did I realize that God loved me no matter what. However, as long as I lived that lifestyle I would be doomed for hell. Personally... I would rather live forever worshipping Christ. I will pray that God opens your understanding so that when you search for scripture to lenda hand to your belief... He will open your eyes to His. I believe my bible.