Origen is a mere fallable human being who pulled Bible verses out of context to establish heretical dogmas that deny God's truth.
The Holy Spirit reveals truth to me - not to me through you. As He has revlead it to me, I know I'm on point, so your assessment is irrelevent.
You keep appealing to the Holy Spirit revealing God's truth to you while at the same time denying as truth what the Holy Spirit revealed to Moses, Paul, and John. In other words you are appealing to relativism not truth.
As to your being at peace with God, so are many who deny God's truth while practicing behaviors He will judge.
1 John 3:3-12
3 And everyone who has this hope fixed on Him purifies himself, just as He is pure. 4 Everyone who practices sin also practices lawlessness; and sin is lawlessness. 5 And you know that He appeared in order to take away sins; and in Him there is no sin. 6 No one who abides in Him sins; no one who sins has seen Him or knows Him. 7 Little children, let no one deceive you; the one who practices righteousness is righteous, just as He is righteous; 8 the one who practices sin is of the devil; for the devil has sinned from the beginning. The Son of God appeared for this purpose, that He might destroy the works of the devil. 9 No one who is born of God practices sin, because His seed abides in him; and he cannot sin, because he is born of God. 10 By this the children of God and the children of the devil are obvious: anyone who does not practice righteousness is not of God, nor the one who does not love his brother. 11 For this is the message which you have heard from the beginning, that we should love one another; 12 not as Cain, who was of the evil one, and slew his brother. And for what reason did he slay him? Because his deeds were evil, and his brother's were righteous. NAS