Dolls do not have a soul, therefore they do not go to heaven.
But, I am a girl and I am sick and tired of having to compete for the affection of men with other men, and dolls, and hands, and pictures, and all of this other ridiculous things. Why doesn't a man want me? What is wrong with me? I work out several times a week. I take vitamins. I don't look that bad. Just because I have a personality and opinions makes me undesirable. I can't deal with this humiliation. I hope Jesus doesn't let those stupid dolls into heaven because they would make me really jealous and in heaven I shouldn't have to deal with being jealous I don't think.
Why don't men love me for my emotional outbursts? I'm just expressing myself. Alos, it is very difficult to shut up. Why don't men like to hear me babble on and on about nothing? I enjoy babbling on and about nothing. I like sharing my spotlight with men, but 2 is company and three is a crowd, so when a stupid doll comes into the picture. Where does that leave me? It leaves me out of the picture.
I understand the meaning of verses like Proverbs 25:24- "It is better to dwell in the corner of the housetop, than with a brawling woman and in a wide house."
And Proverbs 21:19- "It is better to dwell in the wilderness, than with a contentious and an angry woman."
But, sometimes I just lose control of my emotions and I don't mean to but I'm sorry. I don't have as much willpower as men and self control because of my hormones. I want to do good, really I do, and I don't mean to cause anyone pain or grief. If only men could see that when I say things alot of the times it is just me repeating something I hear somewhere else and thinking that that is what I am supposed to say because I lack understanding of how the man will take what I say because to me it is just words.
It just feels better to get all of this out because I really don't understand these thoughts and vocalizing them on this computer helps me sort through them.
I'm so silly. No wonder guys like silicone dolls more than me. ops: