Heterosexuality Discussion ForumForgive me God for I have sinned!I think most people have probably done it before at some point. I done it before in the past but sometimes I think having done it eofre has ruined my life. Sometimes I think that that is why I am "thick skinned. " maybe that is why guys don't find me to be girlfriend material. There is something wrong with me and I always blame it on having mastrubated. the reason I threw away my virginity was because I already felt like I was a dirty person for having mastrubated and I thought that if I had sex it would somehow cover up the mastrubating. Sometimes I think that other people can tell that I used to mastrubate. I used to do it when i was really little before I had any idea what I was doing. i hate myself for it. Alot of the time I look back at pictures of myself when I used to do it and I was the ugliest nastiest little kid I have ever seen. It makes me see my old self as a female dog. I feel alot better about myself knowing that I can control these animal urges. It makes me feel like I am worthy of respect knowing that I don't mastrubate. |
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