ok fair enough, you seem more serious about what you seeking then most here.
You have to understand what we have been faced with here over the past 3 years and sometimes we do come off harsh. People never just state their views or questions.
A lot of what I know about the Secular world views of Judaism comes from
Part 3: Professor William Scott Green University of Rochester God and God's people: The Religion of Judaism
who is an atheist from listening to his lectures. He does agree with what you stated in your first post on this topic to a degree which is why I don't trust you and responded as such.
The World views from these so called Scholars affects our views.
This happens in the curent age and also has affected our views in the past.