a LOVE
I personally have a condition that many would call sick, indecent, disgusting and horrible. It is more than a condition, it is a of part as are my arms and legs.
For years I couldn't figure myself out. I had established that I was gay. So already I was disgustingly different. The catch was that I had absolutely no feelings for older men, even just a few years older. On top of that I established a dilema inside my head. I decided I wanted a child but I knew that it would be impossible because I of my sexual orientation.
Today's cuture would see me as the abslolute upidomy of a person. They would call me a child molestor and a pedophile. To molest means "to make indecent sexual advances to." What defines idecent? Culture defines if a the love for a boy is right or wrong. Culture changes as time changes but my feeling do not. Did you know that dancing, rock music, and wearing skirts was morally wrong just because of a primitive American culture? They were, but as time went by they became aceppted.
In this writing I hope to speed along the world's cultural development. Some arguments against child lovers is that they are taking advantage of kids who are imcompatent to make their own decisions. In some cases that could be true. For instance, this occurs when a person rapes a child because the child is literally not strong enought to stop it. If the child does not give consent for things to happen then that is horrible to take adavantage. Though their parent's influence may not be fully in mind at that age, they still know what they want and what they don't want.
Being a good friend to a child is wonderful. Personally I feel like a father willing to teach and raise children. My sole purpose isn't to have sex with them for in that lies no love, but lust. I simply desire to have a loving relationship with young boys... and I know that sounds sick, as it should, because it is also culturally sick.
I can't explain it, I cannot make you realize who I am. People have to realize that on this earth the majority's opinion sets rules, laws and morals but they are still simply a majority's opinion. The laws of this world are not devinely correct, they are tangable opinions. One day the opinion may change and one thing that was once wrong will in a while become acceptable, like good ol' rock and roll.
I am at the mercy of culture and your opinion.