In the Name of Allaah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful
Khaleel
as salamu alaikum
i don't understand your question you sound like your confused about your faith or maybe i'm interpreting you wrong if so I aplogize. Please accept my apology. Remember that Allaah needs to sacrifice and all we have to do is perform righteous deeds after believing in Al Tawhid (Oneness of God Alone, without partners, sons, daughters...) that's all we have to do to get salvation.
Those who say: "Our Lord! We have indeed believed, so forgive us our sins and save us from the punishment of the Fire." (Aali Imran 3:16)
Say (O Muhammad SAW to mankind): "If you (really) love Allâh then follow me (i.e. accept Islâmic Monotheism, follow the Qur'ân and the Sunnah), Allâh will love you and forgive you of your sins. And Allâh is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful." (Aali Imran 3:31)
If you avoid the great sins which you are forbidden to do, We shall remit from you your (small) sins, and admit you to a Noble Entrance (i.e. Paradise). (An-Nisa 4:31)
Allaah forgives all sins except Shirk (to attribute partners to Allaah (God).