Betty, make a choice
Unfortunately (Betty) your faith is destroying your ability to love your son as he is. Will you wait 20 years before understanding that the homosexuality is all right? Will at that time your son be alive or he will kill himself before that you open your eyes.
FAITH ARE FAITHs AND ARE DIFFERENT FROM ONE RELIGION TO ANOTHER. The faith that you have is against the love. What is wrong if your son or if your mom are gays? The interpretation of your faith is just one among so many faiths. Yours is probably just another abomination that refuses to accept what is natural. The humans are different and have different fetishes and sexual needs. YOU TOO you already dreamed to have sex with women as everybody. You are hiding your needs in an oppressive FAITH!
Good luck about if your son doesn't kill himself before you wake-up!