Well ali,
No offense to you my brother. I dont want to be involved with debating the Messiah and His death and his rising. I will tell you the only evidence I have.
My heart.
And its not because I was spoon fed it all my life. I was brought up in a Christian denomination where relion was was taught everyday. Basically as most young kids would say "forced". I only excepted Jesus into my heart in recent years because I began to understand Christianity.
Now dont take this as offense. But you are an outsider, looking in, trying to get direct evidence of a belief.
Ill use this analogy:
Im an American, your an Italian.
I, as an American with no international monatary experience, have a hand full of Italian coins. Im trying to count the coins to figure how much I have in Italian money and compare to American value. I never get the correct answer.
You, as the Italian, have the same coin in your hand. You know and believe ,how much is there because its been with you your entire adult life.
But what if someone came to you and said "Provide direct evidence that the way you count that coin is the right way. And if you cant prove it, you must be wrong.
Like I said, the evidence I have to offer is my heart.
And ali, I would gladly give up my life, if you too would except Jesus into you heart. But I wish you luck on your information seeking journey.
Peace and Godspeed to you.