Well, you know, sometimes it takes a death sentence like contracting HIV to seriously alter your views, it`s gotta be frightening, and although it`s your own fault, and you might not care or need pity from a mere mortal, I feel sorry for the decisions you`ve made.
Wether you die under an illusion of happiness and contentment, or you have found the real truth, it doesn`t matter in the long run, because you will have made peace with yourself.
Regretfully, you will leave the earth just as it is, separated and segragated with beliefs that continuously clash with one another, and always will, as long as we cater to the supernatural.
These religious beliefs are good only to the individuals involved. My dream consists of a universally accepted belief which all mankind can and should agree on. Is that so evil?