God gives us the freedom to choose our own path. Whether we worship Jesus, Allah or that stone idol in the town square we are free to do so. There will, however, be consequences to our actions when we have to stand before the Lord on judgement day.
You may choose your own path, I hope and pray that it leads you to Jesus. Becasue there is only one path to God and that is through Jesus who is the Christ. My orders are to love my Lord and my neighbor. Condeming you is not loving you, telling you about Jesus and His Word is.
I can only tell you about the love and passion that awaits you with Jesus. I cannot force you to accept it. You are free to do what you want to...so choose your own destiny. You and you alone will be responsible for its ultimate success or failure.