Unconvinced;
You say you want to see the evidence first hand, for that to happen you have to be where the evidence (testimony) is being offered up as a praise offering.
You can not witness the winner of the race unless your at the finish line. Lets be serious and try to understand why some one seeking truth would try so hard to deny it and hide from it. Every serious Christian and I know there are people in the churches wearing mask and speaking the right words at the right time for human approval. However we also know that God's character is not phony just because theirs is. We also know that God is not comparing us to any other human being, He is watching to see what we have done with the light He has given us. Each person will answer for the things he/she has said, done or thought.
You want proof, go to where it is presented to glorify God. Or you can wait at home, or the bar, or where ever you have decided that the God of all creation must come crawling to you on His knees, begging, please accept, please believe. I just have one question, do you really believe this will ever happen?
We can only pray for you, the choice is all yours.
God Bless you with a fleshy heart,
The Berlin Bear