So you quit the race. That was your choice! So not being happy sending yourself to Hell, you want to bring more people with you on the trip!
Your story proves the seed that fell by the wayside!
So do you accept this for yourself?
4. For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost,
5. And have tasted the good word of God, and the powers of the world to come,
6. If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame.