Welcome to this forum by friend!
When i go to church sing songs that Glorify the Lord, when i am at home i listen to songs that cometh from the Lord and into my heart and you nor anyone cannot take that away from me. There are personal messages that the Lord Himself speaks directly to me. So the songs that i listen to personally are the songs that speak of me and my close relationship with.
I cannot explain how close to God i am, people it will not be understood by some, but i will only be either mocket at or criticised. Maybe one day those who truly seek God with all their strength and with all their mind and with all their soul and with all their heart may understand this.
God Bless!