haha.
on the day i was born i didnt exactly say to myself "hey im gay!".
it was a gradually realization of what my interior contained. put it in Anne Frank's words: 'exploring the body'. i knew something was happening, during those couple of years when i was trying to discover what was going on with me sexually and mentally, i noticed several things.
because of my *surroundings* in NH, not many gay people flock together. of course now, i have a gaydar but back then when i was young carefree and innocent i noticed how some men looked *cool* and at the same time i was scared. you kno, knees quaking, self concious typa thing.
then i realized that there were a few gay people i had met when i was young.
homophobia i use in the term of having a slight fear. i dont know if that is still with me, because i havent met any gay people in my closed little community. but i do not feel anger. we are all God's children.
and not all christians are homophobes.