okay. never compare smoking with being gay. you can compare lust to smoking, because they are both addictions, but being gay has nothing to do with either of them in the manner we speak of sexual orientation now.
i'm gay. but i dont look feminine at all! im stocky and i act like a guy. manly and such. but when it comes to my passions (art and music) im extremly passionate (nice word eh?) and im very feminine.
of course ive always wanted to express the feminine side. i mean, it intriges me either way, girls who are masculine, guys who are feminine. its behavior. but its not sexual orientation. my good friend whitney ( a girl) is a tom boy who dresses like a guy and has her hair short like a guy, has deep voice like a guy and when i first met her, i thought she was a guy!. lol. well. shes straight. she likes men.
well back on track. in our catholic school we have uniforms and on a couple of days a year we have causual dress were we can wear clothes that express ourselves (with no obscene logo or revealingness (nice word eh?)).
we also have costume day. next year i plan on wearing a silk salwar kameez. with a flower on behind my ear. and i want to wear eyeliner! wee. oh, and a lot of costume jewlery. very earthly type thing. (kinda like frida kahlo and how she dresses).
but unfortunitly i dont think my mom will let me out the door. sigh.
oh well. scrap that plan.
cant wait till college.