I believe that you do not want to see anyone parish. But do you love me? No, I think that's all lies. If you loved me then you would respect me, which you don't. Respect and love come hand in hand my friend.
Is it possible to Love your mother and lack respect?
You can call me a liar and say that i don't love you, I understand, i am used to being accused.
And in them is fulfilled the prophecy of Esaias, which saith, By hearing ye shall hear, and shall not understand; and seeing ye shall see, and shall not perceive: For this people's heart is waxed gross, and their ears are dull of hearing, and their eyes they have closed; lest at any time they should see with their eyes and hear with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be converted, and I should heal them. Matthew 13:14,15