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I've studied Abraham's life. I can't remember if I studied Issac's life as well. Which Book of the Bible is his life discussed in? I'm in Exodus. (I'll probably STILL be in Exodus when the Lord comes to take me, because I'm such a slow reader. LOL)
Unless I spoke blasphemous words in my sleep (Which I doubt), I haven't committed the unpardonable sin. I still have my desire to be close to God. In fact, I think it's grown stronger since I haven't been feeling His presence. I know we shouldn't go by feelings, but it's nice being wrapped up in that warmth and comfort that can only come from God. And when you can't feel that sensation, you begin to wonder: "Did I do something? Is He gone?" I know He's not gone, because I still have the desires He bestowed upon me when I accepted Him. But still...
I'm also wondering if my reluctance to spread the Gospel face-to-face has something to do with this. It's not that I don't want to. It's just that I'm afraid that I'll say or do the wrong thing.
I guess I'll add that to my list of prayers.