I was waiting for you to say that!
I don't think that you understand where i am coming from.
I am quite sure that you feel as if you know the circumstances surrounding me, it's always been that way, the Lord told me many will not understand me. You must understand the deception in these last days and should never ever underestimate it. Someone can claim to be a Christian but inwardly are there to destroy you, deceit will gorw worse and worse, you my friend are taking it too lightly and that is why you say such words.
With Love to you, you must understand what i am saying. In these latter days many will underestimate the deception of Satan and therefore will fall into His traps, when He and His demons fall to earth, well lets just say, i would not want to be here when that happens, i pray that you will understand more deeper.
i find it no surprise that you use the word paranoid, the Lord has His promise unto me to spot all deception, many believe that they have the truth within them but in reality are mislead.
Example:Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked: 18 I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see.
Revalation 3:17,18
Don't take this as a personal attack, it is a clear warning to those who believe that the road to the kingdom of God is easy.
Luke 13:24 - Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able.
I am here so that you may understand this, and i know what i must do!
One for me one word which will sum it all up:Excited!!!
God Bless!