Re: My Opinion
jmc5682 wrote:After reading Aineo's testismony I believe he is forcing himself to be heterosexual. I am sure he just supresses his homosexual desires, which he must do in order to enter the Kingdom of Heaven. He has had a lot of loss in his life to to AIDS both family and friends. He has AIDS himself, so I think this conversion to Christ and hetrosexuality is a way of him dealing with his own mortality. I am gay and I believe in living my life as a good honest person. I have had one partner for 9 years and am happy. I am not waiting to get to some heaven to be who I am. I was born as I am and I don't believe Almighty God is supposed to make mistakes. I have a good relationship with my father and mother and family and I have 5 brothers who are all straight and happy and love me.
If it is comforting for Aieno to cling to the idea of a utopian life after death because of his illness, so be it. It is a fact that the older people get, the more into religion they become. They need to believe that life is not ending when their earthly bodies are gone. I guess that makes a person feel better and relieves fear. I do feel it is a foolish way of thinking. As I get older into my mid thirties I sometimes ponder what life will be like without me here. I am just going to be gone, and it really does make one curious, but is does not scare me. I will be here through my daughter and nieces and nephews. They are all parts of me, and I am part of my mother and father and so on. What is this obsession we have with immortality, this everlasting life. I find it a very selfish concept. Why can't one life just be enough?
I love it when people think they know what I think and why! And I love it when I am addressed in the third person. Believe what you will since I know the truth and the truth is my sexuality has changed.
And by the way jmc5682, my testimony is not the subject of this thread. If you want to discuss my testimony with me you can PM me or send me an email. Stick to the subject.