And i must mention, the closer you come to God the closer He will come to you. As of now He IS MY FATHER!!! and i am one of His Sons. His Love never leaves me and it is SO POWERFUL, He speaks to me and He guides me into ALL TRUTH! He tells me things about myself that i never knew.
IT IS WRITTEN:Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8:35-39