I remember back when I used to believe in the trinity. I would debate with Muslims and JW's face to face four hours. I was defending my belief. And I thought it was true. And as I read more and more, and learned more. I had to ask God, "Is this right? Is this the truth?" I admitted to Him, I didn't know what the truth was. And as the scripture says, when we bring ourselves low, He brings us up. And He has shown me the error of the trinity.
I did not go to any man and ask Him, what is wrong or right with the trinity. but I prayed to God and told Him. I don't know what is right. And if you will not show me, how can I learn. And He taught me. He led me and I found the truth of this matter.
I know where you are. When being confronted with something that meant. I would have to change my life. That I had to leave behind those things that were not true that I thought were. The beginning of growth, is honesty. The beginning of honesty is humility. I prayed to God and asked Him.
All I desire is that you just pray over these things, and ask Him what is truth. And if you can admit to Him. That you don't know. He will teach.
Think about the other choice:
You can not ask Him. And believe you know the truth already. And go on with your own wisdom. Which choice is better.
With Love,
The Persecuted...