Alfie is this presence inside my head ('Alfie's' just a name i give it). It isnt scary or anything but its like this really really hatefully annoying thing buzzing around my head. Doesnt have a form or anything its just a presence. Kinda hard to explain. But every time i see something on TV like an advert or something (which really annoy me) or anything which annoys me (an increasing amount of things) its like this thing is personifying itself.
Doesn't mean i believe in demons though. I hillucinate every time i have a fever. For some reason this was really strong when i was little (like 4-6) then it went away. seems to be coming back though. Sometimes things just look like they have faces that are hidden. Stupid things like doors and TVs look like they're watching me and i just get this really strong feeling that they have eyes. When i was six and at my uncle's house (rather sadistic man but i respect him) i ran out onto his landing because i thought i was on fire. Couldn't see it but i just felt it. And sometimes id feel like on of my arms was really huge and fat while the other one was really small and shrivveled. or the room is really small and crushing me.