I have a question
I have an honestly unbiased question for the admin with the Sig that says this
Your saying as easily as I can change from being gay to straight, that you can choose to be Gay as opposed to being straight?
That by definition is saying that I could be a bisexual, as would you. I promise you if it was a choice it would be one I would never choose to be, I was born this way, my parents raised me appropriately, I was not abused nor locked up away from other children. Im not saying your wrong, because most people choose not to understand, however as I am Gay, i can tell you that even if i stayed "sex" free, I would not be attracted to the opposite sex. I hate that this has to be my first post, I believe that being a Good Human being, and treating others with respect, and kindness are key to being free.
Im not here to argue, but im in a very deep depression because this religion thing is really bothering me, I prayed nightly for the longest time for there to be a cure for me to be attracted to the opposite sex, but after 10 years of doing so, it has not changed. People in society say things out of Ignorance because they are not Gay themselves, nor have they experienced what I have experienced. Ive hid it for 21 years until 3 weeks ago when i could no longer take the burden it had put on me, I could never kill myself because i believe that is wrong.
And some advice to Parents of recently "closet" teens, Telling your child they are wrong is a biased opinion, its forcing something that has yet to be determined by they themselves. You are wrong for judging your teens, they are your own flesh and blood, out of my entire family im the only gay person, both my parents are straight. Do not pressure your kids into being somone else other than themselves, I have a few comparisons to make.
Being gay or straight essentially could be associated with being Right or Left handed. Do you choose to be right handed?, no its a predetermined factor before you are born, I happened to be born left handed, Yet there is no gene for left handed use, The abesense of the Right handed gene makes it a 50% shot of being either right or left handed. Now you may be thinking, what does that have to do with being gay or straight, It does share many commonalities in the old days lefties use to be condemned, and considered sinister by many latin societies as well as in medieval europe. Im here to tell you that you may believe everyone can truely change, but that could also be known as bisexual tendencies, A person such as myself tried and was never attracted to the opposite sex. Just like teachers tried to make me a righty, it was doomed from the start, I favored my left hand from birth, the same as I knew i was gay. Im not here to change opinions but this is how it is honestly. You can criticize me, mock me, insult me, but it wont do any good.
I hope you guys read this, and know that I would like to believe in God again, but if it has to be that im condemned to Hell because of a predetermined factor, I would say thats nonsense.
Thanks for your time, I would also appreciate any advice you have on seeking help dealing with depression, I dont believe drugs do anything other than hide whats wrong.