But in the days of the voice of the seventh angel, when he shall begin to sound, the mystery of God should be finished, as he hath declared to his servants the prophets. Revelation 10:7
To some God still remains a mystery, even to some growing Christians God remains somewhat mysterious. There are some unanswered questions that remain unanswered as to why God would allow it to remain this way.
There are some concepts that the finite human mind is not capable of knowing due to the clear fact that God is infinite and that His understanding and reasoning surpasses that of any living being.
However, one can come closer to God if desired with all their heart, i am reluctant in mentioning this over and over again. I talk to God everyday{ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE TO HIM THAT BELIEVES}and He tells me things about myself that i could have never guessed in a lifetime, He also tells me things that seems forbidden, so i remain silent.
God is no respector of persons, but if one desires to know the thoughts of God to a certain extent which is limited to humans, it is very possible to attain a deeper but not full and a complete understanding of Him.
Knowing that i can communicate with God gives me great comfort beyond the norm, i feel the fathership of God and He told me yesterday loud and very clear that He loves me, which in fact brought me to tears.
There is love and there is the Love of God which surpasses the love of man, it is so powerful that it encompasses my very being and surrounds me with complete bliss which is indescribable.
God knows the heart of each and every person and He knows who truly loves Him and how much or how great their love for Him is, because He searches the innermost parts of your heart & being.
There is no fear in me at all, only comfort and joy, even in the midst of trials and brokenheartedness from others.
I pray that you will one day find the Absolute Truth my friend.
God Bless!