To concerned:
Jesus is God, and you should rethink it. You must decide whom to worship and which God is the true God. Regardless if you call yourself a Christian or Buddhist you must decide as of now. The Holy Spirit is the Spirit of Truth and there is no debate over this.
It is written:John 16:13 Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.
Now if you have a hard time believing that Jesus is God than you might want to ask yourself if the Holy Spirit is within you. And if He is than at this moment in time He is leading you into all truth, which you have yet to reach. When you know that Jesus is God than your headed in the right direction, but if their are uncertainties then you must seek to find.
Since you have yet to realise it, many false teachers will approach you to prove otherwise to lead you astray, you will know them by their fruits, but some are almost impossible to differentiate.
So many scriptures indicate that Jesus is God, the problem is that the spiritually blind fail to realise it. Jesus spoke in parables so that the wise would understand, even today as in days past, pharisees and pharisees alike today fail to realise that He is God.
Time is short. and the return of the Lord is near, and there is only one Lord and His name is Jesus.
God Bless!