When I turned Christian, I didn't turn off psionics immediately. When I turned Christian I still practised aura vision, telepathy and energy manipulation. But because of my psionic background, I was highly sensitive to any impressions of the world surrounding me. Because I knew God was real, I could read out the signals God was giving me. I was able to interlink small events that happened and read from that what God was telling me.
I just knew that it was true, but because of this, I also got this wrong feeling when I practised psionics. It just felt wrong doing it. When I discovered God I just wanted to do everything for Him because God was my Lord.
Back then I was totally overjoyed with God and really feeling God too. I noticed that when I practised psionics, my awareness of God greatly decreased.
Yes, it is true that every human has access to psionic capabilities, but the error of using psionics is that it makes you very self centred. You have to close yourself off to the world to focus on yourself, to get access to the capabilities.
The problem with Christianity/with God is that you need to open up for God and not to close yourself off. You need to open up your heart and your mind. If you practise psionics you close off your heart and mind and are not open anymore to any impressions God is trying to give you.
As you come from a Christian family, you know about the Faith. But do you believe? I humbly ask you, to try to find out Jesus. Because you are from a Christian family, I don't think you are very interested in Bible reading. But I am going to ask you to read at least one of the Gospels, and if you can, all four of them. Stand really open for any impressions you get. Because if you truly seek God, He will speak to you. He promises you that.
I can only hope for you that you will find God. Kindest regards, and God's love
Michael